Made in Twenty

October 26, 2008 : my 20th birthday.

How do you feel being a year older ? Well old ! Especially when it comes to the number 2 now… I can’t believe I’m 20 now ! Year by year, I started to hate birthdays… because I don’t to grow up and be a star and famous LOL

I celebrated my birthday yesterday night with close friends. I got a lot of presents so I wanna thank them very much ! (I know some of you will read this blog krkr)

I wish I was in Bangkok so I could eat my Crepe Cake and go party (finally legal age lol) or in Seoul so I could have a nice dinner with soju, noraebang and clubbing.

From now on 10 years until 30 years old… what the hell… I’d better not think about it. Time passes by so fast… I really need to focus at the present moment.

Thanks to facebook, people don’t forget my birthday now… lol which is nice.

On Thursday I still have a birthday party with my high school girls haha they prepared something for me and I dunno where they’re going to bring me.

Winter time is here today so I have 1 hour more for my birthday, and the Winter is coming day by day… it’s freezing outside ! Back to the old days, I remember that my birthday was still warm at least, not like today very cold. Where the world is going huh ?

Anyways, thank you, merci, 가사합니다, ขอบคุนค่า.

증윤미.

Sick of this work

I’m SO SICK OF THIS FUCKING WORK !!! Seriously what the hell is a receptionist ? Doing all the check-in and out, the cashier, the paper : letter and bill behind, the standardist, checking everything on the computer and of course SMILING all the time and say Hello to everyone passing by, not to mention the 8 hours straight without seating.

This work is getting on my nerves day by day. Especially some colleagues that I can’t stand because they are so weird. I’m so exhausted everyday. Well I wanted to try a new job, now I know that a receptionist, also known as a front desk agent, is not a job for me. I would rather go in the airline field because it’s more suitable for me. If only the team work was good and nice, I won’t complain that much.

I need vacation.

Rainism’s comeback

Our 비 is back for real after 2 years !! His new single Love Story, from his 5th album Rainism, is released in digital already and we got 2 teasers for the MV, which is really cool cuz he is so hot in it. It’s going to be like a mini movie based on his own love story. I really miss his music scene and his comeback makes everyone excited ! He is already #1 in terms of search on Mnet.

비 – Love Story MV Teaser #1 (English Subtitles)

비 – Love Story MV Teaser #2 (English Subtitles)

비 – Love Story (Korean Lyrics)

Hey
this is my story
it’s true
Ok listen

Oh baby 너에게 하고 싶었던 그 말
나의 맘 속 안에서 나를 슬프게한 그 말
우리 사랑했지만 갈 수 없었던 그 이율
바보같이 아무말도 전할수 없었네

한번만 더 기회를 줘
나는 몰랐었어
너의 마음이 변한건지
아직 늦진 않았잖아
빌었지만 차갑게 돌아선 니 모습

이노래는 진실했던 사랑이야기
모든걸 다 바쳤던 나의 이야기
하지만 이젠 끝을 모두 맺어버린
지나간 나의 사랑이야
I love you 아직도 사랑해(이순간에)
솔직한 나의 맘 소리
모든걸 다 바칠 수 있는 다짐을
말하고 있는걸 난
내게 돌아와줘 영원히 기다릴께 널
I love you 아직도 사랑해

Oh 사랑했잖아 너는 잊을수 있니
추억속의 사랑
너는 나를 떠났지만
나와 했던 약속은 아무것도 아닌건지
너는 웃으면서 나의 얘길하더라

죽을것 같이 난 아파 oh no
단지 단 한번만 너와 함께 할수만 있다면
난 숨을 쉴 수가 없어
나의 모든것들이 너를 원하잖아

이 노래는 진실했던 사랑이야기
모든걸 다 바쳤던 나의 이야기
하지만 이젠 끝을 모두 맺어버린
지나간 나의 사랑이야
I love you 아직도 사랑해 (순간에)
솔직한 나의 맘 소리
모든걸 다 바칠 수 있는 다짐을
말하고 있는거야
내게 돌아와줘 영원히 기다릴께 널
I love you 아직도 사랑해

나도 잊는다 주먹 쥐며
내 맘이 곪아서 더이상은 못하겠어
아프겠지만 끊어버릴꺼야
너와의 가슴 속 모든 인연들을
한가지만 기억해
너의 모든걸 다 안아 줄 수 있었던
남자 나였단걸
이젠 너 없이도 뭐든 해낼꺼고
지금 이노래를 들어

이 노래는 널 향한 사랑이야기
모든걸 다 바쳤던 나의 순정이
후회되지않아
나 널 이젠 잊을꺼야
지나간 나의 사랑아
I love you 아직도 사랑해(이순간에)
마지막 널 향한 목소리
모든걸 다 알고있는 나의 외침이
들린다면 내곁에 다시 돌아와줘
영원히 너를 사랑해
I love you 너만을 사랑해
baby please come back to me
I miss you baby

Pussycat Dolls private concert in Paris

Samedi 4 Octobre 2008, Nuit Blanche a Paris et le concert prive des Pussycat Dolls dans une salle parisienne tenue secret… d’ailleurs la salle trop petite quoi ! Au debut je cherche la salle avant pke Madame Loom est en retard de 1h… il y avait une queue trop longue, trop de monde. On a galere avant de rentrer pkon avait faim de crepes, ensuite on etait les dernieres dans la queue, Madame Societe Generale nous dit que c’etait complet et qu’ils ont stoppe a faire rentrer les gens. On etait trop blaze… elle cherche mon nom dans sa liste et je n’y etais pas en plus, mais enfait j’etais sur une autre liste des membres de So Music (carte bleue pour les jeunes avec des avantages) donc la dame nous a fait passer en VIP, les autres avaient la haine krkrkr

On arrive dans la salle… trop blinde !! On s’est mise sur l’escalier pour etre en hauteur. En plus il y avait trop de passage -_- en bref les PCD arrivent sur scene et ouvrent le concert avec Beep ainsi que leurs incontournables jusqu’a ce qu’il y ait un probleme technique… no sound. Nicole etait ven ca se voyait sur son visage et les autres PCD mettaient l’ambiance, les fans ont chante Stick With You tous en coeur haha et pendant ce temps elles ont signe des autrographes et meme ceux qui etaient devant on pu prendre des photos avec elles… vasy la haine !! Puis a la fin When I Grow Up… Ha Ha Ha Ha LOL
J’ai eu 3 eyes-contacts avec Nicole et la 3e fois j’ai wave et elle m’a fait un clin d’oeil !! Elle me regardait souvent dans les yeux !

On sort, on se prend un verre vue que c’etait open-bar. On est sorti et c’est la que les PCD allait sortir aussi ! Putain on a touche la main des 5 PCD et j’ai dit Bye et tout. So close to them !

Apres on a fait un tour au Louvre pour la nuit blanche. Beaucoup de monde etait dans les rues comme la journee quoi pour une fois que Paris est anime le soir !! Tous les monuments etaient d’une couleur bleu, la Tour Eiffel tout en blue !! Les potes de Loom sont venus nous chercher en voiture pour Montparnasse pour boire un verre. Stephane est venu nous rejoindre et ils m’ont tous raccompagne a la maison… 3 voitures je precise LOL